So here we go again,

I'm right back where I first ran from

Everything is the same

The old wars

Relationships strained and twisted out of fashion

Flowers that once bloomed are faded.

I had a taste of freedom and it felt so beautiful

Honed me, strengthened me

Brought out the best in me.

Back to the bitterness in the winter

Parents trying to score, back and forth

Am I the only one with eyes?

With the strong foresight born out of hindsight?

Life is so fragile, too short to dwell on the past

Lay down your weapons, your harsh words

And if you can't be civil at least be silent.

Spring sprung on me so long ago now

Made me healthier, happier, more peaceful.

I can dance in the warm summer rain

Appreciate the autumn colours of life.

I can smile.

Here I am again

Right back at the place I first ran from

Holding my breath this time

That winter will turn into spring.