Barely breathing, lungs fighting for life.
Heart pounding, trying to dismiss my resolve.
Brain a jumble of nonsensical thoughts
whirling in colors of bleak despondent
Dismal and dangerous anxiety of judgment
Sinking fast like swimming in quicksand
Reaching out a hand as I am engulfed in agony
Pleading for concern of self, as the light
disappears from my eyes.
Slowly I am drawn into a void of pain
Path of light that once existed, obscured by
the love I choose best to set free.
obliging him to enter the world of peace
For guilt is a sad Melody