It got dark so quickly tonight
Dark on my heart
And my heart breathed to be okay
But itís chained in barbed wire
Of life Ė I tire.
I broke up tonight
My heart wasnít spared
The silence was deafening between us
Hate this stiffening sorrow
Canít face tomorrow.
I built a fortress around my heart
Tried to make my heart the centre of a well protected castle
Soldiers, a moat, towers where I could see you coming
But you knocked it down with one swift stare
It was a hundred arrows to my heart.
Itís a long way from me to you
We are two steps apart
It might as well be countries
Wish god would save me
Wish god would make me brave.
I blame myself and the blame turns inwardly
It almost breaks my heart when I get like this
Wasting my youth in dark spells
But every time I climb the mountain
I always end up back down again.
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Someone without all my traits that are starting to annoy me
Do you ever dream that life is going to change?
Do you ever wish you could rearrange your life?
Because I do.