Sometimes I wonder if love is real.
Sometimes I question the simplest things.
Sometimes I'll wake up in the middle of the night,
Just to realize that no ones around.
No one to talk to.
No one to hug.
No one to save me from the monster inside.
The monster inside me that made me this way.
The monster that never would go away.
He stole my heart.
He took what was not his.
He never asked me if I wanted to live like this.
I never realized how much I cared,
About the people that showed me how to survive this way.
I don't think they chose to live the way they do.
But sometimes I'm not sure if there is anything they could do.
It is not simple to live differently,
When all you see is the worlds cruelty.
They don't show you whats good.
They like what is bad.
They planted it all inside your head.
So there is nothing to stop this.
There is nothing to end it.
There is nothing that could keep our kids protected.