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Author Name: FreeLover_NOT_a_FIGHTer 3 Comments
Date Added: December 23, 2008 15:12:14 Average Score: (Needs 2)
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runaway/pretty girl/i just wish
I packed my bags and i am ready to go,
no one can stop me don't try to tell me no.
I'm sick of all the homework, the bullsh*t, and i'm so stressed,
Just so you know, mom and dad,thats probably why i am depressed.
i'm tired of pretending to be somebody i am not,
these are some of the things that you forgot.
Some say i am a pretty girl, who is to blame,
A frightened girl, no one knows my name.
I'm a saddened girl, who cries all night,
A distant girl, who stays out of sight.
They call me a physco girl, with scars on my wrists,
I'm just a fairytale girl, who struggles to exist.
A silent girl, without a name,
Just an ignored girl, I'm filled with shame.
They think i am a faking girl, with plastic smiles,
A freakish girl, from a million miles.
an emotionless girl, who feels no pain,
But i'm a darkened girl who brings the rain.
I'm just a crying girl, tears always flood,
a psycotic girl, who drains her blood.
I'm a hated girl, who no one loves,
I'm such a weak girl, who's no longer though.
They call me an angry girl, there is no cure,
the stupid happy girl, she is no more.
I'm a hidden girl who covers her scars,
just a prisoned girl, who live's behind her lifes bars.
A crazy girl, who crys to much,
I am a lonely girl, whos out of touch.
People call me a stupid girl, that no one likes,
but i am a beaten girl, who always fights.
They say pretty girl, give up now,
My therapist says, suicide girl, there is someway, somehow.
i am a scared girl who is always afraid,
she says distant girl,  please dont go away.
Lonely girl don't die tonight,
they say you're a worried girl, but it will be alright.
they THINK i am a stoner girl, tonight she'll smoke her sorrow,
an alchoholic girl, she'll drink tomorrow.
I am just a Furious girl, who has no more faith,
i'm just a depressed girl, who cries and aches.
I'm a fallen girl with broken wings,
a disturbed girl, who fell of a swing.
I'm a pretty girl, who has no friends,
I'm an aching girl, whose trying to mend.
I am an ugly girl, im not like before,
the beautiful girl, she is no more.
I am a pretty girl who made her life end,
pretty girl no not again.
i am a sad girl, lonely girl, i know i am not the only girl.
i'm a lying girl, crying girl, a pretend i am not dying girl.
so i am packed my bags and im ready to go,
no one can stop me, don't try to tell me no.
I'm sick of all the homework, the bullsh*t, and i'm so stressed,
mom, just so you know thats probably why i am depressed.
So i am taking a bus to who knows where, and i might not come home,
i'm leaving the life i used to have, cuz i feel so alone.
I wanna know how it feels to be free,
to not do homework or listen to your stupid lectures, cuz you pressure me.
I am sorry if i scare or worry you, but i am telling you know i am not here to stay,
that's exactly why i am running away.

Author's Notes:
me and all of my struggles i have been through and how sometimes i wish i could just pause my life and not get sucked in.
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Comment By: FreeMISS_VEE on December 24, 2008 06:20:29 AM Report
Lovin this poem hun, great one!


lv VEE x

Comment By: FreeMoonStar on December 24, 2008 12:18:09 AM Report
I agree with, Jen on this one.. No matter what age, how far you go, how many things you leave behind.. The one thing that is always right there with you, is YOU!!!


The one who you are running away from, but can not ever hide....


Been there, done it, and am able to say realized it before it was too late...

Peace to you in your search.. But remember before you go off and do it.. First it has to be done on the inside out...




Comment By: FreeJennifer on December 23, 2008 03:15:15 PM Report
I was so like you ...well the you in this poem.

I use to run away from all the troubles at home, Now as a 30 year old adult I find I still run away, I can really relate to this poem. It breaks my heart. I feel like when  I was in my teens this could have been one of the poems in MY collection, You gathered your thoughts well. I hope you find the inner peace that you so deserve!
Good writing and ventings here in this poetry!


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