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Author Name: Freeramonathompson 1 Comments
Date Added: November 06, 2008 16:11:58 Average Score: (Needs 2)
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Category: Rants/Venting Add To Favorites | Text Only
Cancer Survivor
Coldly I sit alone
Facing another night of living that I don't want or need
A waste of on me this miracle has been
Never wanted to live this long
Don't know and don't really care why Jesus has let me
I just know that I want it over
The sooner the better
Can't happen soon enough as far I'm concerned
Every day is just another step closer to reaching my life long goal of at last
Planting that final nail in my coffin
Oh please, please Jesus
Soon let this old man's deathwise be
Should never have stayed around this long anyway
Useless really
I'm so far gone in years
I know
I really have nothing left to contribute to today's society
Rotting in my casket is all that I have left to live for anymore
Very disappointed and about to give up hope that there's a god at all
Left to listen to me
I would try sucide, but I'm not quite sure
I wanna know what Hell feels like
Vices of which I have many have served only to betray and prolong
This most hated thing that I call my life
One more day of this
I swear
I just can't take
So if anyone up there is listening tonight
Here I go
Gonna try this
One last desperate time
Shouting out in a whisper
The plea of an old man way past the prime of his youth
Oh please, please
Someone up there
On that golden stair
Please, oh please
Let this be
2008 Ramona Thompson
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Comment By: FreeRin Marie on November 7, 2008 11:40:00 AM Report
You have a very unique way of writing that is rather interesting to read. This is good writing, sad, but good.

Love, Rin


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