I feel sad today
Its one of those cold mornings
Walking back home in shorts
Because yesterday had tricked me into thinking everything was fine
How did the clouds move in so fast?
Where did this rain come from?
I plug in my headphones for comfort
But every song is sad and I donít know why I want to cry
He sang, ďThe things I've become, that something is missing
Maybe I... But what do I knowĒ
I feel every word as my own
Maybe itís the thought of being on my own and growing old
Iím still so confused how clouds could come in that fastÖ
I swear that yesterday was Sunny and mid 80ís
My biggest concern was which pair of sandals I wanted to wear
Now I feel like it could rain forever
Iím sad and I want to cry
Why do tears remind me of the rain?
Dripping sadness and these words arenít comfort;
Just reminders for a future self to know that at one point
I felt like just caving in, giving up, and letting pain win
Iíve always promised myself I wonít do it; and I probably wonít
But right now its just easier and I just so confused
Isnít there some kind of water cycle that prevents instant cloud formation?
Like seriously, you'd think that if itís clear and sunny that thereís no way
A thunderstorm could blindside you in the matter of hours
I understand life has its cloudy days but they shouldnít happen like this
I just want to be happy again and I hope that the clouds part to a kiss from your lips