I'm sitting here wondering how did it get this far.
Emotions allowing conflict this is not who we are.
How our love drifted , was it meant to be this way.
Yesterday had some promise, today we're standing still,
thinking about tomorrow my spine feels a chill.
I'm alone here waiting for you to understand.
I never promised you a rose garden
Just be my friend Just hold my hand.
My dreams and wishes I have learned to overcome,
That's just a fairy tale never to blossom.
My heart is cold now as I wait for yours to warm.
I'm feeling alone now there's a chill in this home.
Reaching out to love you will only cause more pain.
I'm not ready to repeat this pattern over again.
I'm trying to be patient since I'm the one who understands,
But somehow you don't notice all this was never planned.
My loving heart you often bruised with some of the words you used.
Somehow you just never understood how that made me feel abused.
I know you never meant to hurt me in this way.
Abused is something that I felt not the game you meant to play.
The words you say are your shield when your hurting deep inside
When will come the time you put down your masculine pride
You don't seem to have the ability to see things as I do
and even though you try I can't seem to get my feelings through.
I will sit here patiently because I know your one great guy
but somehow you can't seem to understand how we can both fly.
I will never leave you even though I said I would.
Some of those hurtful words I'd take back if I could.
You also said some things to me that I was not strong enough to hear.
You never knew how much they hurt even though I thought I made it clear.
I know that you have some fears, Your life had hurt you some,
but those fears are yours not mine to overcome.
So all I have left to do is patiently await
remove your fears open up your heart don't wait till it's too late.