Canít take this no more
Day by day I am falling deeper
Day by day I am hurting more
Day by day the pain gets tougher
Everyday I see them together
Everyday my heart dies
Everyday my soul breaks down
Everyday with it my self esteem drops
Everyday I see the love in them
Everyday my heart yearns for him
Everyday I donít wanna talk to them
Everyday I hate seeing them
From the past we formed a bond
A bond I thought would never break
But as everyday passed
The bond got thinner and vulnerable
The love took the role of friendship
And I have broke my bond with them
Seeing them makes me covet death
Seeing them woke the monster within me
This brought anguish in me
Iím loosing control over my heart
My defences are down
And my emotion unstable
Do I have to close my eyes?
Pretend that I am blind?
Close my ears do I have to?
Pretend to be deaf and mute?
Do I have to put on my pretence?
And bury myself behind it?
Hide my feelings in the wake of it?
And donít bother to unmask
Will this pain never stop?
Will this hatred never go?
Will this love never fade?
Will I be happy again?