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Author Name: Freeramonathompson 1 Comments
Date Added: August 24, 2006 22:08:52 Average Score: (Needs 2)
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Child Porn
A very dark fictional look at how familys are torn apart by this brutal crime.

Could't have made me any sicker if he tried
Horrorfied to discover my husband's secret lifelong obsession
I had no choice but to leave him
Love turning at once to digust and repulsion
Did't care what he or his family had to say to try and make me stay
Prison vists to their father every other weekend was not how I was going to live my
and mine children's lifes
Over and over running through it in my mind
Remembering how strange he would act when around the neighbor's kids
Nothing could have prepared me for this nightmare he has forced me to live

Caught in the act on the internet
Hating myself for still caring even a little bit about him
I am so ashamed that I can't even look my friends in the eyes anymore
Lost my self respect along with my marriage on that fateful night
Dammed by his sin to live forever as a outcast amoug those who were once our
dearest friends
Passions twisted and out of control turned the man I knew someone I don't even
recognize anymore
Often now laying in the dark I wonder how I could have missed all the signs that were
so clearly there
Resisted for so long the truth right before my crying eyes
Now there's no more denying that we can never go back to the way we were before

Carefully now I must make my choices in life with the media constantly watching my
every move
Hardly have room to breathe with them always pushing and fighting to take my picture
to put on the world wide headlinenews
I just want my life back again
Leave me and my kids alone so that we can find some peace and forget this awful
betrayal of our trust
Don't they understand that all we want is to be normal and free just like everybody
Pressures closing in forcing me to think of the unthinkable
Only my children here at my side keep me from taking the most drastic action of all
with a full bottle of pills
Revenge againest him I swear I have thought of so many...too many damm times
Never knew before this happened that one heart could ache so very much

Can't seem to forgive myself for not seeing through his lies sooner
Haunted every night in my dreams by the faces of all those little girls I saw on his
Insides twisting into a knot of pain and horror as I am told that I am pregnant with his
child again
Longing to hold him or her in my arms yet dreading the world that world that I will be
bringing this new babe into
Day after day chipping away at my resolve to keep this alive this life growing inside of
Poised on the edge of insanity I creep ever closer to going over the edge
Often drinking myself into a drunken slumber just so that I cna forget the pain of my
lover's last goodby
Remembering all the good times we shared
Never ever gonna recover from this blow I know

Our hearts broken and our lifes ruined by one man's twisted obsession with.....

Child porn

Dear God will this nightmare ever end?

Sometimes I don't think it ever will.......*crying*


2006 RAMONA THOMPSON (All rights reserved)


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Comment By: FreeBarbara Demasson on January 18, 2010 09:49:00 PM Report
I was pleased to see this was a fictional write...good to let the readers know that. This is a subject that isn't explored've shown the effects the behaviour of this worthless piece of garbage has had on his wife and kids. The innocent alway've shown it quite well in this piece.




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