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Author Name: Freechezza 3 Comments
Date Added: July 12, 2005 09:07:32 Average Score: (Needs 2)
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It Doesn't Matter Too Much Now
This is all just a dream,

when reality has messed up my life.

I have to leave now,

so I pick up the knife.

Its not too pretty,

but I'm not insane.

I have no one,

no one left to blame.

so this is the way it ends,

I never planned it this way.

but thats the way life is,

I never thought I would pay.

I'm never nasty person,

I cant be mean I'm sure.

so run ahead just for me,

open my suicide door.

when you see me lying,

on the bathroom floor.

just know Ive gone to a better place,

where theres no injustice or war!
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Comment By: ModeratorJillian K. Alexis on July 12, 2005 03:50:37 PM Report
Nothing in this life is worth taking your' own life Cheryl. Where there is life, there is hope. I know how u r feeling, I have felt the same way, many times. But I know that God will never give u more than u can stand. Suicide is not only the cowards way out, it will send one's soul straight to Hell. Nothing is worth living an eternity there. Things will get better, I promise. If u ever need to talk, I am always here...Hugz...Jillian
Comment By: Freelost angel... on July 12, 2005 12:21:01 PM Report
I know how messed up life can be at times but u know what u shudnt take away ur life jus coz sum people are making it worse for u.You have to try to find the happiness that God has reserved for u and what u're going through is just how u value the life God has given to u and if u can make it through I'm sure doors of happiness will be open for u.I know these words sound such fantasies while u're depressed but believe me I've gone through this too.
Great write though sad
Comment By: Freejohn on July 12, 2005 10:39:34 AM Report
good write, life doesn't have to end that way, nothin is that bad the pain will almost always go away even tho u think it wont. Iv had a friend and a few other people who have done it and it affects more then just ur friends, family.


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