The day began with a cloudy, rain filled sky,
I searched to see the answers, and to find the reason why,
Wanting so to scream your name out loud, but know that I,
And all my words just echoed, as a tear dropped from my eye.
I don't know what the reason, or the thought behind your going,
I can't remember did I say the wrong thing, without knowing,
I haven't had the courage to see just what you're showing,
This grass won't grow, the sun has gone, the wind has stopped it's blowing.
No rest for the heart, that cries, the parts in disrepair,
It seems that I am lost inside some dream, to who knows where,
I call for you, I cry for you, my sorrow fills the air,
Not knowing if you're coming back, or if you're even there,
A shock it was, to find such a morning wrought with pains,
A nightmare coming true before my eyes, mixed with the rains,
Stormy days are close at hand, I pray sanity remains,
With thoughts of you, and us, running in and out my veins.
Maybe you just took things wrong, thought I wasn't true,
About all of the things I said, to make you know it's you,
Unbelieving eyes, will not accept that we are through,
But was the love I thought was there, never in your view.
Horizon shows me miles and miles of nothing but distress,
Life itself the worst thing about my life, I guess,
I've had too much of life's cruel meaning, it's failure now to bless,
What I had thought between us, when you answred me with "yes".
The rain falls from the sky, like the tears upon this page,
I want to run and hide myself, or fly off in a rage,
I feel just like an actor that has lost his lines, on stage,
I guess it's just a feeling, that has come to me with age.
How can my heart go on, without everything I miss,
How can I know how I will react to all of this,
I tried to be the man you wanted, why did you resist,
So wherever you have gone my love, I hope you feel my kiss.......
dean evans 1-11-07